Some days feel good, some days feel strange. But in the end everything is going to be okay. It may not always feel that way, but it will. Isn’t it much easier for others to tell us that it’s going to be fine? Dealing with anxiety, panic attacks and bursts of emotions can be incredibly unsteady. The heart pumps, the breathing quickens and the body shakes inside out. Fear flashes through the body. Thoughts of ‘no one understands how I feel’ or ‘why is this happening’ rush into the mind. Unable to explain the inexplicable feelings rushing through your veins. Unable to express the pulsating feelings that happen irregularly. Moments of happiness, smiling and laughter warmly rest like a Summers day, with the warm concrete ground. The harder task is hiding emotions by wearing a mask while you put on your makeup in the morning, you put on the smile.
The past is the past, and the future is unknown until it happens to become the present. It never truly arrives, as it sits in the distant opposite the never ending tunnel. Worrying about nothing. Well, that’s all too common, when we have much to appreciate in the moment. Tomorrow will come, but yesterday is gone. Today is all we have. The gift of today keeps us going. God will always be with us through every step of it all. Tears may be spilt when you feel sad for no reason. Lying in bed may feel difficult, and nightmares of the past may haunt you. Yet, something in side calls for the light. For a candle to ignite a gentle flame. A little nudge, reminding you that you are going to be okay, alright and fine as can be.
Making friends can seem difficult, when you don’t know who truly understands your strange and quirky mind. But finding the one makes your soul spark. Tingling with happiness from the small things, and smiling to fight through the day. The universe is an infinite place. The beautiful stars fill the night skies, and we are just one small part of the beautiful place. Reminding yourself that our problems are often much more minuscule than we perceive. Don’t lose your fiery childlike imagination and no worries nature, whilst going about your day carefree. Then tell yourself, that everything will be okay. I promise.